March 27, 2012

Today was the last day I was going to have my baby Jayden, and it was sad to know. So before having 5th period today, Jayden and I spent our last memories together. It was sad to know that he didn't cry, but it was okay, because he was going to do better in life. We had lunch together, and he slept well. Until came 5th period, and it was time to say our last "goodbyes". I gave him a hug, and then handed him to my teacher. To be honest today, I missed my baby "Jayden Jay". <3

March 26, 2012

On Monday morning we attended school, early. At first I had thought my child was gonna be taken away from me so soon, but turns out I had him for another day. So, I was determined to make the best of it. During school we had a blast, Jayden only cried a few times. Yet, during intervention one of my teachers was nice enough to baby sit for 45mins. After that we were ready for last period and home. Once we got home, Jayden, Lilly, and I were searching for places to buy shirts for Marissa. We were giving up, until my sister finally found us a place and my Mom decided to take us there to see what prices they could give us. As we were there, we finally got the shirts and design on how we wanted them, and Jayden was behaving really good. After having the shirts done with two hours, we decided to visit my Grandma from my Dad's side. Getting there my grandparents asked about Jayden, and so did my uncles. I explained to them, and they understood. We were there for a pretty long while, but we had fun conversations. Then, my Mom decided we should go home and get some sleep, because we had to go to school early again. So we got home, and I put Jayden to sleep, and we both slept like babies.

March 25, 2012

We woke up pretty early Sunday morning, because I had to attend CCD. During that time I had a baby sitter, then I had gone home to pick him up so we could go to church. Throughout church he didn't cry, which was pretty good of him. After church, we went to pick up a close friend of mine so that we could go eat a peter piper. Once we got there, there were a lot of people looking at me the whole time. Only one person was brave enough to come and ask me about my child. After eating we had been getting ready to go attend my friends viewing, so I need a place for my child to stay, and what better than to leave him with my Grandma. So she took care of him the time I was over there paying my respects. Then after, my mom and I went to go pick him up, so that we can go to the store together. Let me tell you, there was a lot more people looking at me, again. At first I was pretty shy, but this is my child I decided to have him so I should love him. We finally came back home, to eat once more before going to sleep. The next morning was school, so we went to sleep early. He cried about five times during the night, and I was tired yet I payed attention to him.

March 24, 2012

On Saturday, Jayden and I woke up in a better mood than last night. After we both were done getting ready, we ate some egg and treat tacos. Yet, we had to hurry and eat faster. The reason for that was, because I had an appointment for drivers ed. I needed to make sure he was feed and well taken care of by my sister, because I would have to be leaving him with my sister for 2 hours. During those two hours of driving I missed my son, Jayden Jay. Then I came back home, and took care of him more. We both watched movies, and ate pizza with my family. After having a wonderful day spent with my child, Jayden and I took a nap. The nap didn't last long, and we had plans on going bowling with friends, but we did not go. So with the time remaining before going to sleep again for another day, Jayden and I ate and showered. Then came time to hit the hay, so we did.

March 23, 2012

Today Jayden and I woke up on time for school, and began having a good day. We went to first period and he began crying for his bottle, then 20 mins. later he began crying. He hadn't cried as much throughout the day, until 3rd period. Until 4th period, Jayden and I got terrible news, one of my close friends died this morning, and we both cried. We haven't been doing so well this afternoon, but we both have our lovely beautiful friend Marissa in our hearts. At around intervention we both left home early, because my head hurt from all the crying, and I couldn't take it. So Jayden and I went home to remember Marissa. After we got home we were watching the news, and felt broken. So then after midnight, we both decided to go to sleep, because we couldn't take it. He cried a few times during the night, but my mom helped me out with Jayden.

March 22, 2012

                                                                              March 22, 2018

   Thursday was a really good day for Jayden and I. Throughout school, he had cried about eight times, but I already knew what he wanted so it was a piece of cake taking care of him. We both walked around school, and he was covered with a blanket. My teacher even commented on how I take good care of Jayden, and how I am the only person with the baby that respects it. Then after school, we both were about to walk home, but one of my friends took us home. Jayden and I were hungry, but we decided to go walking to the bakery and buy pan dulce. We got home and ate, while watching movies. Then around seven I got tired, so Jayden and I took a nap. The nap lasted around two hours, and Jayden didn't cry at all which was really good. Then once I woke up, my little bundle of joy woke up too, for his bottle. After his bottle of course he asked to burp, then I had to change his diaper a few times before he fell asleep with me again. Throughout the whole night Jayden only cried three times, and finally let me get some sleep. We both woke up on time for school the next morning.

March 21, 2012.

Wednesday, Jayden Jay and I didn't attend school, because I lacked sleep. Jayden wouldn't stop crying, because he kept wanting food and burped every 20 mins. We both stayed home, and caught up with sleep. Yet, when we both woke up we decided to eat and watch movies together. Then Jayden slept through the afternoon, while I started working on my homework for the next day. Later that night, Jayden had woken up and he was to be fed and burped. Diaper changing was needed like four times every 2 hours. Although, he at night he stopped crying so much, therefore I got to sleep throughout the night, and was reading for the next day.